Daniel and I have finally made peace with a place that has carried many bad feelings. Sixteen months ago on December 13, 2007 we sat in Utah Valley Imaging and heard the news that Dan has bone cancer. On that day our life seemed shattered, so naturally we cringe every time we pass the place. Today we decided to go close that chapter.
For a while now we have wanted to go back and thank the MRI technicians and receptionists for the way they took care of us that day. The whole day is a blur but I do remember dropping into Dan's lap and sobbing. Then, the technician came in and offered to talk us through the details and took so much time to calm some of our fears. He assured us that this was treatable and there was no reason not to have enough faith to fight. The receptionists came with tissues and gently rubbed my back. These were strangers when we walked in, but we left with lots of their love.
To be honest, I'm not quite sure why we haven't been back. I think we have maybe been a little bit scared. But today, I sat and looked at the exact seats we sat in when we found out. And guess what, when I looked, I felt such relief. It was a really neat feeling to come full circle. Dan and I both explained with watery eyes why we were staring at the waiting room. One of the technicians came from the back and greeted us with a hug. Surprisingly, she remembered us! She was so happy we came in and wanted to hear about everything. What a neat lady she is! It just shows the love that we feel from even "strangers" (I feel weird calling them that because it feels like more).
Anyway, I hope this wasn't too boring to read...
I guess it was just a lesson to me in facing my fears and how that can pay off. I have felt so peaceful the whole day.
And the people that work there have taught me that we can reach out to strangers and have an impact everywhere around us.
7 comments:
This is a beautiful post. You had me crying! You two are amazing. We love you. Promise to actually give you your promised "surprise" too. We'll be back in town next week. Again: you two are amazing. You make my heart happy!
That was just beautiful. It made me cry! I am SO HAPPY for both of you! What an example you are to me and everyone!
Mel and Dan you two are one amazing couple! Thank you for this post! And thank you for your example and faith. Congrats you too! We need to get together some time!!! Love you!
That's amazing! I'm so glad you got to have that experience! Love you!
Melanie, We are so impressed with you guys! You have been through sooo much and have made it! Thanks for sharing such a beautiful and special experience with us!
Adree
P.S. what's your email so I can send you an invite to our blog? mine is Azadree@gmail.com
This post is anything but boring. I cried too. You two are so amazing and are such a strenth to me and I'm sure to many other. Thanks for sharing your great story with us.
Aww... I love you Mel! You are such a sweet girl! Congratulations on making it to the end. You guys are Champs!
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